Sunday, 17 July 2011

Lost

I just don't know what to do any more. It's so difficult to move on when so many things are left undone and unsaid. I keep wanting to run back and fix things, patch it all up and carry on from where we left it, and it breaks my heart that that isn't possible anymore, because of the mistakes I made, and the mistakes you made and the mistakes we are both still making.
I don't want to lose you, but it seems that's the way it's going, and I don't seem to be able to do anything about it. It seems like there is an unavoidable ending that will just rush at us, no matter how we act, or what we feel. It is coming, and there is nothing to do except remember. Remember, cherish the moments lost to us now and learn to carry on loving.

Leaves in autumn

I've just finished reading Delirium by Lauren Oliver. It's a beautiful book and I absolutely loved it. I'm not a book reviewer though, so I won't go into it. However, one of the characters in the book is described as having hair "the colour of leaves in autumn" and I liked to imagine it looked a little bit like this.
I now want hair all these colours.

Tuesday, 5 July 2011

Written in stone

Opened my front door to find this little beauty on my doormat today, left by a friend called Rob. Incidentally, I am the "B".
Rob is an absolute BABE

Monday, 4 July 2011

"Tatuajes"

So I asked my friend to do a photoshoot of my tattoos today... We haven't got round to the second part of the shoot, but here are my favourites from the first half <3


This is the AS Graphic Design project that inspired the "love" drawing. Personally, I prefer this one, if only for the pretty butterfly ;)

Sunday, 3 July 2011

Love is a pretty thing

I drew this for my mother, who saw one of my AS Graphic Design projects and decided she quite liked it and wanted one similar. Maybe this drawing won't end up screwed up down the back of a chest of drawers...

A love affair

My most recent love affair has, I am shamefully admitting, been with the Desperate Housewives box set. I am currently just starting to watch Season 3, having started watching from Season 1 only 3 weeks ago, when I came home for the summer. Sadly (or fortunately), lately I have been too busy to carry on watching it, as my friends have finally finished exams and we can now do things with our time.
I guess this is a blessing in disguise, as I am no longer a hermit.

But still. I miss it.

I miss uni

I loved my room, the way I decorated it. This is the ceiling, with the silver paper stars I put up after our first Room Crawl. I'll explain what Room Crawl is another time. But I loved the way I decorated it, with photos and pictures and paintings and stars. To me, it was beautiful, and I can't wait to move into my new house to decorate it there.